I have this image of you in my head, strong and confident with a good head on your shoulders, a person like so many I spend my (limited) leisure time with and this ^ is making me so sad. I truly pray things work out better for you.
I'm far from strong, believe me, I've done nothing but cry since I was diagnosed, I come on here to lift my shattered spirit. They want to do surgery/biopsy next week but they say it's far too big to get it all without killing me outright and I really don't want to deal with chemotherapy or radiation. Times like this I wish I was on better terms with my parents or preferably still had my grandpa around.
Crap. Well if you need a crappy internet friend I'm here and promise to type hopeful words and celebrate your victory or mourn your loss. And tell lousy jokes to help distract you.
I'm ok, still not back to myself from surgery, they were able to get 70% of a 3 inch tumor. Still waiting on the biopsy but they are pretty sure it isn't benign, worse part is 12 staples in my scalp and a massive freaking headache! I won't be on much for a few more days but I'll check in when I'm awake and can see straight enough. Thanks for wondering about me. Maybe I'll break my rules about my internet presence and post a gross selfie when I feel a little better.
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